a bit of everything

my poor friend is far away and sick. i know how it is to be miserable and congested ... and not have anyone to take care of you, to buy you orange juice, or measure out your nyquil. that's the worst, being alone and being sick. but he's on his way to having a new girlfriend that he's not sure he likes, so he'll be allright. that doesn't mean i don't worry.

boy and i are having the awfullest time finding a roommate. terrible.

i'm going to be spending a good two weeks in rhode island at the end of september. i had a friend on cape cod, but he doesn't like talking to me anymore (i think i was a bit weird for his tastes) but i really enjoyed his company ... and i'm sad because i could have visited him this time. poor mister.

every time i drive home, i feel like i'm leaving. i don't think that's normal.

i've been having bad dreams again. there was a time before boy and i were together that the dreams were really bad. now they're coming back, and i don't know what to do.