advice from myself.

a lot of people say that this is going to get easier.

i don't see it.

a lot of people say that it's not going to get easier, it'll just be different.

haven't things changed enough?

a lot of people say, "i'm sorry for your loss."

i'm still not sure what to say in response.

because this doesn't get any easier, because i'm afraid of losing more, because thank you just doesn't fit.