days trying to live.
Monday, Mar. 24, 2003
there's a lot more going on in my day to day than i let on in this virtual world of you reading my ocean of anger and loss. there are days of the week and hours to be had. there are politics between friends who should have never started fighting in the first place. there are awkward silences. there are fifty hour work weeks. there are pictures being developed from visits that happened too long ago. there is music being played, and there are novels being written. there are errands being run. there are evenings spent with someone who is trying to get to know me despite what he already knows. there are sunsets. there are movies, eagerly awaited but i'm scared to go see them without him. there are long phone conversations that i never want to stop having. there are near misses. there are days and nights and in betweens.
there has got to be something.
